Allowed

I am allowed to feel how I feel. I have to be allowed, or else I would be in an extremely dicey situation, always disobeying a rule it is impossible for me to obey. I can, of course, try to change the way I feel. But I can't change the way I feel by denying I feel a certain way in the first place. Then I have no starting point. Sometimes if you leave it alone, it will go away. On the other hand, sometimes it doesn't. I'm beginning to wonder if I need a fresh change.